Feet cut through mud in a journey
to discover river.
River:
my mother told me stories of
women who became bodies of water
and met in lokoja
came from Niger and Benue
wooed nomads through their banks
and in rain, flood rice farmers in tears.
How can two women come to be one
without rivalry?
without bitterness?
I am searching for Niger
but not in stories;
not in the legend of it's fishermen
whom with weak boats slay through
river horses
nor in the folktale of misery
of it's witches
I am searching for Niger
in brownish colour,
the Niger of mungo park
the Niger that has human for rock;
staring Abuja from Suleja.
Now i see Niger through the eye of Gurara
cascading tears.
Before honesty requied whiskey
Before smile became costly
Love is dead
And we are each to blame
When we took pools over wild ocean
Rest in peace
To love, once indescribable
Now nothing desirable.
Darkness looms over the heart
Mirroring a river of greed
Like driftwood dancing to
The drum of the waters
Where mortals drunk on power
And blinded by lust for self
Cage other mortals in hunger prisons
like hunters in the wild
They sail through seas of invented lies
And hunt the forest of potentials
As starved fishes die.
Until you believe that you are the best version
Until you stop comparing your skin color to that of the lady in the magazine
Until you say to yourself I am a queen
Until you believe you've got the best smile
Until you stop comparing you to others
Even the girl in the maganize.
Every female is born a princess but not all of them become a queen.